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God Of Death...
About Me
I'm reezal.. peoplee call mee raey.. dun ask mee whyy cause i maiself doesnt noee haaa..
lovee lifee suckks. nyahaa.. hatred all over the placee.. nth much i could sayy about myself..
I dunt judge myself hahaaa.. and !! It doesnt mean u can judge mee just by lookin
heee..
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Heyy heyy..
soriiee didnt mention about this at the previous postt.. i forgotten.. sorieee !! Here goess... Yesterdayy.. night timee.. I suddenly notice something different about my msn .. lol.. its truee ! SOMETHING different .. hahahahaa... i saw my fren.. geez.. shee always busy .. at first i forgotten who is she LOL..
Ohhh !! too bad i'm not stm ! hahaaa.. too bad for you uhh "adik" =pp Oh man ! She forgotten mi when i tegurr !! sedihhh nyerkk ! but waitt.. at last she remember .. like how she remember ? the memories of epok2.. haaa.. thatss cutee.. thanks to de epok2 that her mom madee haaaa.. thank you !! heee... tapi dun get me wrong taw.. i dun have the niat to make fun.. you know i'm nt that kindd.. soo yupp.. i'm rather happy to have u backk..
Shee.. hmm.. soooo... damnnnn pemalu.. hahaaa.. ! 4 yrs back she's not .. yeahh ! 4yrs.. long friendship huh ? but sedihh.. lost contact for 2 yrss.. hahaaa... I forgotten why i nv contact u.. I'm reallyy sorryy.. but heyy.. thanks to you Lily ween !! dun wry i wont say yr name.. lol . She's a girl wif words . hahaaa.. good words.. heee. thanks for cheerin mi upp .. thankss.. !! i really appreciatee itt..
raylovesakeyen.. Will be back sooon !!!
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7:47 AM
heyy !!
A day after a day.. its as normal.. BORED .. without her... geez.. my lifee is so emptyy.. everythin i doo reminds of her.. sighh.. didnt get to meet her again.. sighh..
i went to the beach wif my frens todayy.. what a best place to relieve stress.. i listen to my songs and scream out loudly !! hahaaa.. its soo damn fun .. heee... did stupid thing and laugh.. but geez.. thats last for few second hahaha.. my memories about her is too.. tooo strong..
I tried to imagine her beside mii.. WOW .. i cant.. cause.. everyday i'm wif her .. by her sidee.. is a reality... babyy .. i hopee what i face for almost 2weeks.. will come to a good usee.. sighh..
I cant wait for tomorrow !! weee !! I hope that could cheer mi upp..
babyy.. i really miss youu .. i really lovee you .. i never would change my feelings about u .. cause in my heart u are lock inside and the key to unlock it is in youu..
i miss youu..
raylovesakeyen..
i'm signin out yaww..
` the last name was written at
6:01 AM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
babyyy...
Geez.. da almost a week ii never seen you.. sighh.. hopee you got time to see mi soonn..
only god knows how bad i miss uu.. i'l always love you no matter wad babyy...
I drawn and wrote gravity over walls and now i draw our memories.. you wanna see it babyy ?
i uploaded alreadyy.. look.. hope you're happy seeing them.. hee.. just for you babyy..
everyday i'm alonee.. luckyy i have a guitar heee.. played it all day long thinkin of youu.. and singing for you .. heee..
babbyy !!
I wanna hug euuu !
I wanna kiss youuu..
Moree importantly i want youu !!
rayylovesakeyen..
love that never ends...
050607...
` the last name was written at
3:27 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
heyy heyyy !!!
Wondering why i'm happyy ? haaa... aites !! i'll tell you... It's all started wif a bored dayy as usual.. and a sadd dayy.. Suddenly.. syaz ! u came and ajak me go tgk wyg cerite phobia2 ! rawr ! LOL . den i go ajak musa.. hehee.. I'm so happy that day.. till i get to eat ! wow.. i atee !! heee.. and so did shee.. geez.. i was thinkin to reach first !! ahhh ! i loseee hahaaa.. Inside the wayang... man ! syaz.. u and musa made me laugh from start till the end .. apee seyy u all.. satu tutop telinge.. satu tutop mukee.. haaaa.... i cant stop myself lookin at u guys.. right and left.. hahaaaa.. tpi wow man.. that cerite is fun.. not frightenin.. hahaaa... alamak.. i'm sadd sikit jek ! Syaz soriee kena belanje rezal air.. hahaaa.. byk nye duit diee !! sorieeee !!!! =pp .. wow last cerite die merepek and kelaka nak mampos seyyy.. hahaaa...
After the showw... we went to eat.. long john.. LOL .. cheyy adee org tu regular custumer la seyy.. hahaaa.. cutee kn rezal dengan musa.. SHARE makanan.. hahaaa.. den bbual2... hahaas... After eating, we go walk2.. damn ! syaz.. how i hate walkin wif stm.. hahaaa !! MAEN2 jek !!! hahaaa... we walk2 sampai smua kedai tutop.. apee seyy.. tak fun nyee.. kedai tutop.. haaa.. the funnie part i cant forget is.. wth syaz ? "the best place to go is the toilet " ? hahaaa.. Seriously thanks u guys for makin mi smile and laugh.. geez.. thanks for de day..
Ohh yeah,syaz.. too badd ! i and musa nv help the old man tutop kedai ice cream diee.. heee.. Alamak da lmbt.. syaz when home.. Left wif i and musa.. we smoke kt bus stop.. den den.. i wan go toilet lol... den i saw this couple.. kesiian sey.. die nak kluar kedai but no hands to open.. so i helped them.. baekk kn. baek kn ? heee.. kte pon masok plaza sing.. wow.. haunted ! tkde org.. kte pon pekik2 kt dlm .. hahaaa... toilet die seram la oiii !! haaaas..
Lepas tu we went our seperated ways..this is de part where i sot sikit.. damn !! the bus malam2 butee pon pack !! AHH.. bingit nyeerkk.. terpaksee diri.. aiyoo.. wow.. i reach home at 12+ man .. syaz and musa da sampai rumah.. org yg kt east lom sampai2.. haaass.. wierd.. screw the bus.. lol..
Lastly.. Geez, babyy.. I was hopin you be theree.. but u have no time for mii.. geez... nak kate sadd.. i cant say anythin.. but ohh well.. babyy.. i really miss youu badly.. i miss the times we watch moviess same2 cerite hantu.. geez.. i just hope i nv clapped wif one hand.. hope u know wad i mean.. blehhh...
So yupp.. soriee tkde gmbr.. tgh have fun have fun.. sampai lupee.. sorrieee yaww !! Syaz...this is for you and mi.. NEVER GIVE IN.. NEVER LET ANYONE TAKE YOU DOWN.. heee.. rawr !!
raylovesakeyen.. i'm signin out yaww !!
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7:57 PM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Morning....
How am i.. HolySh!t.. I'm so sick... geez. first time i'm this sick... havent eaten since i dunoe when... 3days ago ? blehh.. its okayy... Geez... i feel bad for making my family worried... and also my frens.. Sorry guyss.. you're the best...
Faith... thats all i believe in now.. opp.. and also fate.. heheee.. these 2 words i believe to bring mi closer to my love ones... Damn i'm bored without her... life is so empty...
Geez.. how i miss my work... Charge to earn moneyy !! rawr ! lol.. okayy.. wadeva lol...
umm... Guess thats for now .. heee..
raylovesakeyen... I'm signin out !! I'm updatee soon.. !
` the last name was written at
9:25 PM
Friday, September 25, 2009
holaaa !! Morning !!
I'm back..hehee..
Today...hmm.. Just not my luck i guess.. I didnt manage to meet my girl todayy.. Sighh.. Its okayy.. i've learn sumthin.. i've learned to think positive !! heee.. remember guys.. dun eva think negative.. its bad for we couples..
Rawr ! I'm missing you babyy !! I miss the way u hug mi.. i miss the way u kiss mii.. i miss the way u smile at mii.. u can say i miss everythin about it.. think i'm crazy ? nah.. i'm just crazy over her =pp .. 2 years.. wad can u expect...
I know you guys wont believe this but.. She's really my first lovee.. shocked huh ? first love and can go 2years+ . wonder why ? cos we are fated.. hehee.. I'm also missing your sister Jaja.. Geez.. She's funniee.. heheee.. Loved to went out wif her and you,babyy...
My feelings now.. hmm... First thing first.. Geez.. i still havent eat.. hahaaa.. I love my babyygal.. I truly love her.. And of course.. i really miss you .. geez.. 2 days nt meetin you .. its like 2 days i'm alone in this world..
ray..
rezal wil be back soon wif love yaw !
` the last name was written at
7:46 PM
babyy... akeyen....
Things passes too fastt... till i cant catch it... babyy,maybe that incident that god has shown mii is a lesson... but i doesnt know still if its a good or badd.. i just hope its good... geeez.. why do i even hope.. hoping creates all this crap that i nv even dream or want... Gueess honestly wasnt enough.. i've learned that lesson.. 2 years and 3 months.. i kept making the same mistakee.. geez.. i just notice.. DARN its lateee..
Tears... i didnt imaginee i will cry infront of my frens... Musicc..i thought its strong enough to fight my emotions... Guess wad ? it aint strong.. every song i hear.. your appearance appear.. Goshh.. thats too pain for mi to take itt.. Till noww.. the pain of missing you stopp mi from eating.. Its okayy.. Ohh well.. i did said since 050607 i was existed for youu.. Guess it suree came true.. i cant imagine whats worst den stop mi from eating..
Heart.. I got nothing to say its just.. since the day i know youu.. you has been in my heart .. never..never in my thought that i will let you goo.. NO i wont.. i wont eva let you go from my heart.. even apart a littlee.. i wont.. i just WONT.. it has never been ended . nt even oncee..
rayy.. reezal.. will always be backk..
` the last name was written at
8:59 AM
heyy heyy heyy..
Reezal's back.. heee... geez.. i'm soo mising my girlfriend.. her name is Siti noor ain zalieah binti shanusi..heee.. yupp.. she's my girl.. and my only.. first and my last.. heee...
Let mi tell you about uss.
heee.. its a cutee love we started.. really cutee.. i wont eva forget it..
For you guys info.. we reachin 2years 4months soon.. long huh heee
i've never get bored of her..She my lifetime girl.. geez.. i'm sooooooo misssing herr !!!
Only god knows that..
One day not meetin her it feels sooo unsecured.. i wanna be wif her 24/7 !!!!!!
i know that sound crazy but its the truth..
My lifee changed after i met her.. She's the one since 050607.. cutee datee right
I'm loving the date and of course loving her soooo much !!