Friday, May 14, 2010
thee dayy i foundd her.. i thought it will last.. i believee deep in my heart that i will alwayss be wif herr.. beforee i went for ns.. i knew that i need to spent alot of timee wif her.. and i did.. everyday i went to fetch her from work.. sometimes i send her to work too.. i knoww that onee month spendin wif her is nt enoughh.. but i pushed too my limits and tried my best.. i foughtt wif my ex tryin to be wif her.. i did all i could too makee her happyy .. i prayed every night too last longed wif her..
thee day i brokee up wif my ex ain.. i prayed too god that i hopee i will find someonee that knows nothingg at all.. for examplee.. a kiss or whateva.. and my wishh camee truee.. and that girl was imahh.. till noww.. i doesnt know was that a good thing or a bad thing that i wishhed.. but i deep in my heart i saidd.. thank god for grantin me the wishh.. after my break up wif my ex ain.. i rejected all the girls that wanted mee and i accept this girl imahh.. i dunoee whyy but i knoww that shee will be the onee just for mee.. whoo understand and knows mee.. butt my thought is all wrongg..
it all started from this.. i was soo careless in ns.. and i lost my phoneee.. when i camee back.. my sister told mee someone text her using my number sayin i wanna fuck her.. i was like wtf ? and i ask all my frens(girls) and they said the samee.. omgg.. seriouslyy.. who the fuck would believee that i wanna to fuck ? i'm nt a horny bastard.. every of my fren believed it wasnt mee but someone didnt.. my gf.. imahh.. i dun get it.. till noww.. when i think of it.. i'm just sadd.. i toldd everyonee abt it.. and everyonee saidd if in relationship dun have trust just ignoree her.. omgg.. whyy shee didnt believe mee.. shee said from the start shee didnt ask for a break up beforee.. but it happenn.. she ask for a break up !! omgg ?? in my lifee nv did a girl ask for a break upp..
and her reason she brokee up was.. she's nt good enough for mee.. WTF it dun makee a fuckin sense lor..
to the peoplee who stoleee my phoneee.. and a fuckin lifeee.. hp $60 pun nk kebass da kebas tkpee.. beranii text kwn2 akuu.. cibaii.. fuckin horny bastard..
daaa laa.. i'm lazy to typee anymoreee.. thankss nurul , ayeeen , hhgg and lastlyy lynaa for being theree forr mee and lendin yr ears.. kayy laaa.. sorieee lynaaa lmbtt kol !! i will kol u nowww..
adious amigoss !!
raeyy dun need loveee to movee on.. hee needs frenss..
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