Raeyy

2010-05-20T04:15:00.000-07:00

hey !
Lyna here update for her friend,Rezal blog before it geting dusty !
Lyna want to share you something...
Whhat are my past...
It a painful memory but Lyna realise a true life is

Learning From My Past

As the days pass slowly
And the weeks creep by
I find myself obsessing
About ways that i could die

I lay awake at night
Thinking of my pain
There's no way it can get better
i have nothing left to gain

Suddenly thought of deaths
Are controlling my every move
And every battle with my mind
I always seem to lose

I no longer want to be around
The people that I love
All that i can think about
Is what's waiting up above

I cut my arms with razor blades
To dull the pain inside
But that can only last so long
I don't want to be alive

I manage to keep my composure
When people are around
They wouldn't understand me
So i don't make a sound

I smile when i have to
I break down when i don't
i know i should be strong
Buti also know i won't

So i make a plan to take some pills
It shouldn't take too long
I write out notes to all my friends
To read when i am gone

I ask my mum to understand
That life is just too hard
My mind can't fight it anymore
My heart is far too scarred

I plan it out so perfectly
I even set the date
I'm pretty sure i'm ready
I know this is my fate

My bed is made up neatly
Asi take them one by one
I start to feel a little scared
i know i'm almost done

All that i can think about
Is how i'm letting go,
And how much i love my family
I really hope they know

My eyes are getting heavier
My body feels so weak
Everyting inside is numb
That's the way it has to be

I'm glad that mum's not here right now
To watch me slowly die
But still i wish that i could say
"I love you and good-Bye"

I give in to the darkness
I slowly slip away
I hope i go to heaven
Where dark night turns to day

I wake up in confusion
I don't know where am i
Is this Heaven, or is it Hell
The land of the eternally damned?

There are people all around
Although i can barely see
I can hear the soothing voices
Of people dear to me

MY family and friends are here
Comforting one another
I can hardly make out any words
Until i hear my mother

Each tear she cries feels like a knife
Stabbing at my soul
I let my pain and suffering
Blind me from any goal

At one point i was determined
To make it through this test
To lead a life of fulfillment
And to do my very best

But i somehow lost all sight of that
I hope she can forgive me
I promise not to waste
My second chance to live

I sit up in my hospital bed
Tears streaming down my cheeks
My mother rushes over crying
Like she hasn't seen me in a weeks

I tell her that i'm sorry
For causing her so much strife
I tell her that i will succeed
In leading a better life

Together we figured out a way
For me to get some help
I know now that i can go to her
Instead of doing it by myself

I know taht it's not over yet
It's a long road up ahead
But i appreciate the little things
Because i could be dead

I've learned to live each passing day
As if it were my last
I look forward to the future
And i'm learning from my past

Nur Emilyna Emelda

Countdown:
1 more day
to my dearly friend,Rezal to come back !

2010-05-18T20:24:00.000-07:00

(gambar zaman muda...tehheee)

Today Lyna went to the doc with my besties,Faizurah..
We sick at e same tyme(jiwe love),so plan up to go doc den attending skool..
So doc ask me a load of ques n he ask a bonus ques..
"Did u smoke"
WEll let the ans b a secret aites !
so get 1 dae mc n faizurah n i planed to wrote a leter for thurs..
Mc lagy..
So the malasss to go skkoolll laa
jyeah !!
So ryte now im so waee to mendak...!
Update tis Rezal blog..!
k luh lyna wanna rest..
tc peeps !

2010-05-17T05:14:00.001-07:00

Heylo Kengkawan !
Lyna Here..
Update kan utuk Si Abg Ns..
His blog are way so Dusty aites..
k byieee!
Tis wat we called Update..
hehes..
Byee !
Stay Healty and Hapy!

Signing Off,
Emilyna Emelda........

tragedyy has began..

2010-05-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

thee dayy i foundd her.. i thought it will last.. i believee deep in my heart that i will alwayss be wif herr.. beforee i went for ns.. i knew that i need to spent alot of timee wif her.. and i did.. everyday i went to fetch her from work.. sometimes i send her to work too.. i knoww that onee month spendin wif her is nt enoughh.. but i pushed too my limits and tried my best.. i foughtt wif my ex tryin to be wif her.. i did all i could too makee her happyy .. i prayed every night too last longed wif her..
thee day i brokee up wif my ex ain.. i prayed too god that i hopee i will find someonee that knows nothingg at all.. for examplee.. a kiss or whateva.. and my wishh camee truee.. and that girl was imahh.. till noww.. i doesnt know was that a good thing or a bad thing that i wishhed.. but i deep in my heart i saidd.. thank god for grantin me the wishh.. after my break up wif my ex ain.. i rejected all the girls that wanted mee and i accept this girl imahh.. i dunoee whyy but i knoww that shee will be the onee just for mee.. whoo understand and knows mee.. butt my thought is all wrongg..
it all started from this.. i was soo careless in ns.. and i lost my phoneee.. when i camee back.. my sister told mee someone text her using my number sayin i wanna fuck her.. i was like wtf ? and i ask all my frens(girls) and they said the samee.. omgg.. seriouslyy.. who the fuck would believee that i wanna to fuck ? i'm nt a horny bastard.. every of my fren believed it wasnt mee but someone didnt.. my gf.. imahh.. i dun get it.. till noww.. when i think of it.. i'm just sadd.. i toldd everyonee abt it.. and everyonee saidd if in relationship dun have trust just ignoree her.. omgg.. whyy shee didnt believe mee.. shee said from the start shee didnt ask for a break up beforee.. but it happenn.. she ask for a break up !! omgg ?? in my lifee nv did a girl ask for a break upp..
and her reason she brokee up was.. she's nt good enough for mee.. WTF it dun makee a fuckin sense lor..
to the peoplee who stoleee my phoneee.. and a fuckin lifeee.. hp $60 pun nk kebass da kebas tkpee.. beranii text kwn2 akuu.. cibaii.. fuckin horny bastard..
daaa laa.. i'm lazy to typee anymoreee.. thankss nurul , ayeeen , hhgg and lastlyy lynaa for being theree forr mee and lendin yr ears.. kayy laaa.. sorieee lynaaa lmbtt kol !! i will kol u nowww..
adious amigoss !!
raeyy dun need loveee to movee on.. hee needs frenss..

2010-04-20T00:14:00.000-07:00

Heyy.. waaa.. been dayss orr maybee week i havent been updatee... actuallyy..

if youu guyss knoww when i'm happy i updatee.. when i'm nt i dun bother even to checkk..

hahaa.. soo thee reason whyy i updatee iss.. cause of ieda hahaa.. omgg pity her bahh..

ask mee to link but i havent.. sorieee.. waa.. its really hard ehh.. kesian sampai kat tagg diee carii ktee.. hahaa..

ohhh welll.. soo guyss.. thanks to her i post kayy ? heree goesss..

woww.. my lifeee.. entahh.. somee weree veryy good but noww super sadd.. lol..

ohh japp.. apeee nieeee.. asl smuaa org aku nmpk korg nmpk ..

smuaa tk sabar tungu akuuu botakk !! akuu tawuu laaa.. mautkn rambut akuu..

whahahaahaa =pp .. tk lamaa lgy akuu botakk.. aku tawuu itu lah yg korg nk tgk2.

tpi too badd uhh.. aku plan bilee botak nk mia. hahahaha !!! pandai2 korg la =) ..

soo yupp.. 1week moree to nss.. weeeee ? actually tk sabar.. causee being at homee drives meee crazyy... soo yayy !! NS here ii comeeee !! iskk. seriously tpi comfrm tk selesa tkde rambot.... since sec3 seyy rambut panjangg.. heeehs.. but cause of rambut i'm likee this..

ohhh well.. planin after ns to study backk .. rambut pendek.. study really hardd.. i know i can do itt.. soo yayy !!! better plan for future before its too latee.. kn kn kn ? heehs..

okayy now put that asidee.. i've been reallyy sadd laaa... onlyy NurulAin knows whyy..

sooo !! sapeee2 yg carin for mee text mee andd find outt yaww !! i dunn bother shaaring here...

itss too privacyy.. cheyyy ayeeeeenn !! you're the only onee whoo knows taw.. special la diee..

hahahahaa... must banggee tuuu.. a great fren u aree !! wink2! LOL !! .. ohh yeahh.. ayeenn.. wishh u de very best.. i knoww yr problems too.. syokk nyee sharee2 problem hahaha..

syok2 pun.. but seriously.. i just cant takeee this painn.. sighhh.. ohh well laaa.. what to dooo kn kn kn ? lifeee ? must always goess onn.. omgg.. my X stil text mee and want me back..

wtf is wrongg with herr.. geez.. get a lifeee laa.. akuu tk ganguu hidup kaw.. kaw jgn nk start..

you madee yr damn stupid choicee to be wif hym.. soo noww live wif hym and forget mee.. grrrr... i havee problem on my ownn and now you're addin itt.. blehhhhhhhhh...

kayy laa peeps !! i'm goinn noww..

Majulah Singapuraa !!!

Akuu daah nk jady goverment nyee budak. hahaha.. kayy merepekk!! LOL !!

2010-04-02T05:26:00.001-07:00

raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawr !!

Heyyy fellooww readerrrrs !!!

heheee.. comfrm u guyss perasaan sumthin...

cheyyyy !! selaluu updateee seyy.. whahaa.. kayy perasaan.. hahahaa.. andd woww !! i'vee been sleep not soo latee alreadyy !! heheheee.. sooo happieeeee!! happieee being wiff my girlfriend of courseeeeee !!

heheeee..

todayy at 2.30 i meet my gf.. but woww... i'm lateeeeeeee !!

pukul 3 lebihh baru meet.. hahaha.. lmbtt siapp uhhh.. damnn uu hair !! hahahahaa.. den dahh jumpee .. lepak kt my areaa.. den saw some wierd guyy talk to someonee...

i ask my gf to keep my cigg.. cause i will suspect that comfrm diee mintaa rokok.. and wow.. that guy camee to uss.. cakap.. bang adee duitt ?? i was like noooooooo ... den diee ckp.. bolehh minum aiir sikit ? den i sayy suree.. cause da tinggal 1/4 pun soo i dun mindd.. den he drink until finishh !! i was likee.. katee sikitt.. den minumm smuaaa.. wtff !! .. denn i told my gf to changee spott .. den da tukarr.. i'm thinkin of teachin my gf gravityy.. den say suree she would lovee itt .. den yayy !! ade sumthin nk uatt hehehee.. soo teachh her alot.. and woww.. she learn really fast.. im impressed.. selalu i teach peoplee they will be terkial-kial.. hahahha.. soo yuppp.. den after that.. i told her ghost storiess.. hahahaha.. shee was soo scared but yet shee lovee to hearr.. soo woww !! shee goin homee so i wan to sendd her to bustop.. denn.. i ask her follow me go my housee.. and shee saidd diee takot.. hahaha.. takot ghost .. whahaha.. cause my place is haunted.. den i told her... tunguu kt bawahh lagyy takott.. hahahaa.. den shee followw.. den saw my jirann.. die budak indonesiaa.. he saidd.. " waaa.. rambutnyaa sudah mangkin panjangg !! semangkin ganteng!.. hahahhaa.. soo maluuu !! LOL !! kayy peraasaan to de maxx !! whahaha..

soo after that send her homeee.. heheheehe... woww.. todayy was sooo damn funnn laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !! hehehee..

kayy laaa.. i'm doneee writin for noww.. will updatee tomorroww !! hehehee..

kayy laaa.. raeyy signin off !! peaceeeeee out !

2010-04-01T04:41:00.001-07:00

heyy!!!

Woww.. its been a tiring dayy todayyy.. Sleeep at 4am and wokee up at 5.30am..

i wokee up earlyy cause its a great dayy andd i just cant waitt.. want to knoww cant wait for apeee ? cant wait to meet my gf of courseeeee !!! hees.. and i wokee up early alsoo causee i scared im ganna be latee to meet her.. as somee of u guyss knoww.. it takees mee 1 and a half hour to fully siapp.. haahaa.. likee girll knn ? hahaha.. tawuuu.. maklumlaa.. org rambutt panjangg hahahaa.. kayy.. lets continueee.. at 6am tgk ceritee causee takot ngantok.. and almost fell asleep.. and guess what i dooo ? i smoke and smokee and smokee like a machinee and finally my eyess are like fishh ball .. hahahahaa.. i need to meet her up at 12.45pm and hantar my gf to work... rajin laa diee... hahaa..soo at 10.30 i start to dress up.. woww.. thee dayy i nv eat.. and till nw pun 7.30pm i havent eatt.. hahahaa.. my gf cumfirm angryy.. hahahaa.. soo at 2+ da smpai kt downtown east as shee works theree.. omgg.. itss rainin !! NOOO myy haiir got wet.. hahaahaa.. kayy tk perluuu.. =pp .. unexpectedd saw myy school mates.. they were like smilin.. cumfrm pk sapee that girl ahahhaa.. soo yupp.. daa hantar myy gf gy kerjeee.. i need to run towards the rain again to reach the bustop .. omggg.. soo tk sukeee with all the rain... takot jatuhh oii !! nnt maluuu hahahaa... soo yuupp.. itss been a great dayyy wif her although its nt muchh butt woww.. i'm soo deadlyy happyy.. i'm ganna spent my wholee timee wiff uu beforee i masokk nss tawww !! heeehss..

heree's the bad part of the dayy.. my ex got to knoww about when im goin ns WTF !!! damnn !! plann hancur bederai to pieces to ashes to air.. hahahaa.. but seriouslyy.. damn.. and i found out that my ex text my fren and my fren told her omggggggggggg !!! whyy youu toldd her !! DARN IT!! SCREWW YOU LAAAAA! I TOLD YOUU NOT TO TELL HER ANYTHIN !!! DAMN!!

I guess itss timeee too burnt myy past and built the present hehehee.. built ?? woww !! mayott peeee hahahaha... kayy !! i better go eat nowww.. see youu guyss laterr !!

Adious amigos ! Sayonaraa !! Goodbyeee !! heehs.. will updatee againn !!

2010-03-29T04:27:00.001-07:00

heyy !!

hmmm... guesss i havee troublee sleeping as usual..

and each day i sleep at around 5-7am geez..

but i keep asking myself.. why do i have that attitudeee..

sighh.. i dun evenn noee thee right answer to itt.. butt..

i guesss its cause i'm just saddd.. manyy reasoon to it or in it...

I miss thee fun i havee.. the smiless on my everydayy lifeee..

thinkin abt thee past madeee me smilee and alsoo feel likeee cryinn..

but likeee peoplee sayy whats past is past nw look into thee present...

itss easy to bee said den bee done.. sumtimess i thought i couldd doo itt.. sumtimes i thought it has goneee and ahead of mee is just happiness and full of joyy.. but den i think it back.. it was just for a momment... sumtimes i think when will i havee de joyful days in my lifee backk..

to tell the truth.. few weeks or few mnths agoo.. althoughh i cant sleep there's someone namee hanifaa.. i call her ifaa.. she's de bez.. She always accompany mee although shee feel tired and sleepy.. it feels so great to havee her as a fren... but.. thesee few dayss.. sigh.. i dunoee but.. this is what i feel.. things between us feel soo far.. its likee im losing her... guess its my fault ?? maybee soo.. i dun likee to blamee others..

Whats thee point of having fun in lifee and losee it all ?? its soo nt right.. but thats what lifee iss right? the only thing i should doo is just patience i guess.. sighh.. i'm soo stressed upp.. I wish theree was someonee to talk too.. what does truee friends means.. i wonder.. sometimes i thought i found onee.. but likee i said what thee point when u will lose them ? blehhh... and on top of all thesee.. i have a little prob wif my ex i guess ? yesterdayy.. i send her a msgg sayin this will bee the last i'm texting her... Sighh.. i just want her to movee on.. She havee a guyy and shee keep wantin mee.. it makes no sense.. soo theree u goo..

There's onlyy onee funny thing happen yesterdayy hahaha.. thinkin of it makees me smile and guilty at thee samee timee hahaa.. i'll tell u guyss.. heree goess.. i put on my shoutout at msn sayin whyy do frens always leave.. its a sadd thingg.. someeone tegur and i feel shocked that she tegur.. out of nowhere hahaha.. chey nowhere sey haha.. shee ask mee who and i say my bez fren.. den chat sekejap dgn diee.. and i feel likee i just want to be alonee.. ohh yeahh her namee is yuyul.. the last part when i wan to sayy goodbyee is weird !! lol .. and i just typee without thinkin hahaaha.. i saidd.. [kayy laaa.. i gtg.. thanks for yr careness.. papee i will text.. heehs] den i think back. what am i sayingg.. i dun even havee her num hahahaa.. den aleh shee gavee her num.. i was likee soo guilty.. butt ohh well.. thats the onlyy fun thing that made me smilee... sighh.. whenn will my boredom endss.. its makin my lifee doom.. hahahaaas.. cheyy2 last copek nk try rymthe.. haaha.. boored/doom .. hahaa.. kayy daa perasaan.. ohh !! i'm smiling lol .. kayy da .. mcm org gyleee..

thatss for nw.. Wishh thee day will be better..

2010-03-29T04:27:00.000-07:00

heyy ! peeps !!

at last i updatee.. whahaha..

but everytime i updatee.. there must be sumthin wrongg..

in my lifeee i meann..

lets makeee it short i dun havee de mood to typeee longg2 ..

hahahahaa...

kayyyy hereeee goesssss !!

Geez.. i dunoe whats wrong wif people or maybeee just meee..

sighhh.. i'veee start losing fren oneee by oneee...

andd i feeel likeee i'm losing my bez frennn..

ohhhhhhhhhhh geeeeeeeeez.......

whatt a sadd thingggggg......

omggg i misss her soo muchhh !! =/ ..

till deeenn baaaaa...

ohhh yeahhh countdown !!

in 29 days moreee and im goin nss..

gonnaaa miss allll of youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!! =)

2010-02-24T03:08:00.000-08:00

woooohooo !! at last finishh hahaaa.. and time to post !

this blogskin is credits too my dearest Hhg !!

waaa.. honest speakin i know nothin..

right,Sensei,hhg ? hahaaa..

nasebb laa got youu yg patience to teach mee hahahaa...

ohh yeahh i remember.. wait for youu till got triplets..

hahaha soo funnieee.. their names aree..

ilahh..ikaa and ikeaa.. hahaaaa..

cuteee rightt ? i knoww omgg ! hahaahaa..

She's de bez !! heee...

waaaaaaaa... soo sadd.. at last get to post..

and shee got to goo.. ohh well.. what too doo !

Lastly !! dont sad2 kayy ? remember i got big ears hahahaa...

Heyyheyy!! This is nurul !!
At last get to post her.. hahaaa..
Shee's like a sisterr to meee.. respect her in everyways..
We aree so called suchh a small world and live so near.. heee..
Nurul!! really sorieee i didnt get to go to your partyy!!
And yayy! can text youu backk!! heee...
Must meet up soon kayys ?hehee..
Youu too!! Dun evaa sadd2..anythin can call or text mee hee..

Lilyy!! Omgg.. it took mee like almost half hour to get yr pic hahaa..
nyahahaa..look !! your old picc again hahaa..
anywayy i miss lookin at yr short hair piccy hahaaa..
and i found out somethin.. u were addicted/lovin redbull hahahaa..
i dunoe if u are now still hahaaa..
hahaa.. yr old picc soo kawaii la seyy hahahaa...
Girls gonee crazy huh, lilyy ?
good to minahs hahahaa..
you know whoo i'm talkin about.. hahahahaa..
luckyy u nt oneee !! hahahaaa..
Hahaaa! And L nt your matair.. its mineee !! hahaaa..
okayy thats sound wierd.. hahahaa..
And lastly dont worry laaa.. i wont forget youu hahaaa..
know youu quite long already 2yrs pluss huh ? hahaaa..
Ganna miss youuu soon hahahaa.. =pp

Heyyheyy!! Raaawrr !!!Its been sooo longg sincee i postt.. thanks again to hhg for teachin meeiff not i dun even bother too updatee hahaaa...Anywayy Soriee if i didnt text alott.. been really busyy wiff rehearsal ofChingay at F1 pit.. last performance gerekk hahaa...After it i got chalet wooooo!! the fun nv stopp till next morninn..I still remember i need to takecaree of 2 drunked peoplee..one a guy and the other a girl.. hahaaa..soo funniieethe girl mati2 tknk tidoo hahaaa.. den grab mee in everywaysand tried to kiss mee wthh !! Get off mee !!Luckyy got people helpp... Overall very funn heee..And lastlyy ! yay!! Get to contact syaza again!! heee..Happiee nyeee.. cause of a girl i cant contact her.. merepek nyee..ohh botherr.. cant even talk to each other imaginee its lamee !!Thats whyy soo gladd to contact u backk hahaa...Miss goin out wif you , syazaa !! heee..

2009-12-31T11:47:00.001-08:00

Wow.. its been a dayy todayy.. hadd funn.. and thinks of de past of 2009...

Wow.. its a tragicc.. its full of hatred..

I fight so hard to make the relationship de longest..

But i guess i and ain stopps at 2years and 5month..

Its a long relationshipp knn ?
I have fight aloneee andd i've stopped thinkin about youuu..

I'm happiee that i managee it...

This will be the last post on herr..

Ohhh.. hahaa !! its tyme for abit jokee..

Ainn !! *smiles and wave goodbyee*

okayy thats not a jokeee hahahaa !!! Lifee been very good especiallyy the endin of 2009..

I've had soo muchh funnn.. wiff frenss.. and maii long tyme frenn.. we met up and enjoyed..

woww.. heee..

Rise and shineee !! Its a NEW YEAR !! raaaaaaaaaaaaawrr !!

And Lastlyy.. i reallyy.. want to thank youuu HHG !!! you'ree de onee that brighten

maii 2009 endings and 2010 startin.. heeee.. i'm soo gladd too haveee youuu.. heee..

reallyy am... I havee a confession omgg.. this iss soo wtf .. i cried readin yr post !! lol !!!

Okayy that sucks.. hahaaa.. but reallyy.. i did .. hahaaa...

Cheeer upp kayy HHG ? I'm hereee alwayss forr uuuuu !!! heee...

Youur Ice Kacang is heree to make yr hot day to coldd !! heeee...

sooo yuppp ..

raeyyyy ! peaceee outt !!

2009-12-30T09:51:00.000-08:00

Heyyaaa bloggiessssss !!

Woooo maii one and onlyyy adik angkat daaa 17 !! weee.. to herr !!

heee.. soo good knn ? birthday leii countdown skalii..

heeee.. lilyy !! look !! your oldd picc !! hahahaa..

Yess ahh semangat to sayy happy birthdayy !! hahahaa...

Sweet 17 =pp .. wishh uu all de best in everythin ya hopee forr...

Studdyyy hardd !!! heee...

Raaawrr !!! weeeeeeeee !!! hahahahaa..

Been wonderin kn sapee tuu HHG ? XD..

I'm ganna sharee wiff uu guysss noww !!

thiss isss maii oneee andd onlyyy HHG !!!!!!!!!

Sayy hieee !! hahaahaa.. lol .. *hiee* XD ..

OMG .. Shee iss soooooo aweeesomeee. heee...

hahaaaaa.. andd she madee mee eat when im lazy XD..

Icee kacang Icee kacang Ice kacangg.. soo lapar XD..

I'mm soo happieee laaa too havee uuuuu !!!

heeeeeeeee.... yay too mee ! lol ..

i dunoee what forr but just yay please ? hahahaa..

raeeyyy aka icekacang XD ..

2009-12-27T07:09:00.000-08:00

heyy heyy headbangerss !! LOL

what a day todayy.. heee..
i havent sleep since yesterday .. geeez.. i'm soo tired..
but sacrificee maii tymee to meet eeza..
but sadlyy sayy didnt go well.. i got no much too sayy..
but i realisedd.. its better for her without mee..
I tried maii best.. but i guess.. i should just stopp tryin...
Onlyy god knowss.. sighh.. ohh well....

Ohh welll....

wee must just accept de fact.. sadd.. but..

sighhh.. tkpee laa..

Anywayyyy firstly wanna thanks HHG !!!

heeeee...

you soo funniee laaa.. cant stopp laughin.. heee..

Sedapp mcm ice kacang ehh ? hahaha...

lol seyy.. XD ..

cepatt practiceee taw Hhg !!! hahaa...

I'm right behidee you holdin the banners hahahahah...

thanks thanks thankss =ppp....

Lastlyy !!! Quraishaaaaaa !!! hahahaaa..

"omg is this rezal"

"where is maii fren?"

"giv hym back~~"

"!!!!"

"cuteee?? omgg!!! thankiew2!!"

hahahahhhaa !!

proud to bee de first female singapore idol ehh? hahahaa..
funnieee la youuu !! hahaaa...

What a cutee attitudee.. hahahaa =pp

rememberr !! maii pesan !!

If lupee u get a knock nnt jadi lagy ketot.. hahahaa...

And last longg quraisha !!

heeee.. anythinn i'm here =pp !

Bothh of youu are great !!!

Last copek !!!!!!!

HHG !! HHG !! HHG !! HHG !! HHG !!!

I VOTE YOUU !!

raeyyy signin off ...

2009-12-21T09:31:00.000-08:00

heyyy !!!

I dunoee wad happen but... shee left meee..

sighhh.. what to doo.. need to get use to itt..

anywayy syokk pee laughin gass !!!

baek uhh !! thanks aan and wan..

gerekkk peeeeeeeee !!!

hilang stresss.. hahahaaa...

weeeeeeee ? lol

raeyy ..

2009-12-20T11:50:00.000-08:00

waaaaaaaa......

i cant sleep lol..

its 4am in de mornin..

i waited for someone to call but didnt receive yet..

ohh botherr.....

I'm boredddd....

grgrgrgrrrrr lol..

raeyyy.

2009-12-20T08:27:00.000-08:00

heyyaaa !!!

I'm here again.. heeeee...

my lifeee.. hmm.. terriblee lol !!!

like eatin a bread wif butter but no bread..

hahahaa...

I wonder how is shee nowww...

Ohh bother need to stop thinkinn.. hahaa..

I just got married to maii guitar hahahaa !!

lol seyyy.. kayy merepek ii knowww..

Ahh.. geez.. It's riotin !!!

there are soo many sign sayin HHG HHG !!

lol !!! they are supportin mee !!

*laughin away non stop* hahaaha..

you'ree de best !! weee .. i dunoe whyy but yeahh !! =pp ..

kayy laaa..

raeyy signin off..

2009-12-19T13:05:00.001-08:00

heyyyyy !!

I got empty mind writin thiss actually.. hahaaa..

its 5am in de mornin and i still havent sleep.. hahaaa..

OMGOMGOMG !!

maii guitar !! I'm marryin her ! hahaa.. lol.

at least im nt a gay . HAAHAA..

HHG HHG !! HHG !!

wan to noee ? too bad cant tell hahaha !!

cheseeeee to HHG !! LOL !!

thanks HHG !! =pp

ahhhhhhhh kayyy da boredd typin ..

hahaahaa..

raeyy signin off.

itsss sooo darkk !!

*punch face*

2009-12-19T06:16:00.000-08:00

Heyaa bloggyy !!!

Mai headbangerss !! LOL !!!

I'ev got a question ...

AM I SINGLE OR ATTACH !!!!!

all i been doin is playin guitar and spendin time aloneee.

hahaaa.. funn ke apee ?

was that sarcasticc ?? lol ..

Anyway !! Good newwss !! weeeeeeee.....

I can play a song by nevershoutnever Dare4distancee..

its a cutee song or rather fun .. hahaaa..

weeee !! been studyin the tabs and chords hard and i made itt !!!

Rawr and cheers to mee lol !!

kayy da cukopp..

reezal aka raeyy..

Signin off yawww !!

Wishes it nv end so fast..

2009-12-16T09:30:00.000-08:00

Heyy.. bloggyy..

waaa.. i had fun that night.. tonin wif maii girl.. cuteee seyyy.. itss too long to typee...
and i cant type long.. cause i gtg soon.. hahaa. but i really wanna typee so makin this
thing fast.. lets summaries ! heee..

sumthin cutee happen.. wanna knoww ? just look at the picc.. hahahaa...
cutee kn =pp .. kucing tu kt aku !!! heeee...

waaa.. been missin someonee.. quite a few days havent meet.. sighh...
ohh well.. things have change i guess ?? i dunoeeee...

waaa.. lastly.. stress PE anuhh blogg nyerk templatee.. i need help mann..
wtff !!! text meeee i need help !! LOL.. but seriously.. i need help.. hahahaa..
so text aitess ??

raeyyy endin wif lonelinesss..
NOT EMO !

2009-12-10T12:10:00.000-08:00

Heyyy !!!

hmm.. nth much too update.. almost lost my phone..

hahaa.. naseb takk.. heee..

soo yeahh.. boreddd.. cant sleep so nth to do updatee..

Ohh yeahh there sumthin i wanna shareee

Who the fuck wants a gf that maki2 matairr..

seriously.. anyone wann ? hahaaa..

i dunoe about you guys but.. I dun need a Gf who maki2..

lebihh baek kwn suaa kn ? soo da laaa..

malas nk type lgy..

raeyy ..

2009-12-06T10:27:00.001-08:00

Heyy peepss !!

waaa.. got alot to sharee todayyy.. heee..

nak dgr nak dgr ? tknk dgr aku blang jugakk !! hahahaaa...

sooo hearr goess !!!

Sayy whatt ?? pagy2 butee dah jumpe ifah and haikal.. meet ifah kt bwh blok diee kol 9.30am..

wooo.. naek bus7 nk gy SMU.. waa.. kecohh pee.. traffic jam dok !! byk org lary !! tk tgk beritee ?

hahahaaa.. ade yg tua. muda, gemok, kudut .. hahaaa..

den JOGET SAMBA !! hahaaa.. HAIKAL kaw kekek laa bro.. kaku laa kaww.. haahaa..

that teacherr was HOT ! Sayy whatt ?!?!! HOTT !! hahaaa.. kayy2.. den finish chingey..

den plan to go to haikal housee.. cause he wans to take his damn boots !!!

den den.. waa.. tgk tymee.. kecohh peee.. told haikal da tkde tyme dokk !! kenaa chaoo jumpe yg laenn.. den he decided nt to go homee.. and follow me and ifah homee..

den i siapp2 kt.. rumahh.. waa.. hot pee akuu !! full black top and bottom.. Long sleve kemeje.. hahaaa.. sachok.. hahahahaa.. kayy merepekk.. hahaa..

wooo ifah pakai dress la seyyy weeeweeettt.. heee.. den naek bus7 balek !! jumpe yg laenn.. hahaa..

den watch moviee cerite Zombieland M18.. hahaa.. woww.. gerek dokk.. you guys need to watch.. de best part iss..

Someone(name forgotten, a ghost buster actor)

he was all make upp like zombiee to scare off people..

went to this kid plannin to scared him off sayin "watch this to other person"

*walks towards the kid* RAWR !!!!

The kid..

*turn and SHOOT HIM AT HEART..* haahaha !!!

bodoh siak tu laki.. hahaaha..

A girl sayinn

"any last words"

The ghost buster actor reacts

*takes a big breath* AND another big breath hahahaa..

org nk mati bolehh dua kalii nieee hahaaa.. lol seyyy..

dah habes moviee gy shishaa !! WOOO...

da habess shishaa den amek laughin gass !!

GEREK !!!!

Thanks for de dayy guysss !!!!!

Ganna miss youu guyss !!!!

raeyyy...

2009-12-05T01:00:00.000-08:00

Heyyy.. lets makee it short... maii lifeee ??

hmmm.. 3rd dec was de best day of myy lifeeee !!!

rambot aku lepass exam hall tak kena papeee !!! weeeee..

heee...

I cant wait for 6dec.. its so ganna be funn...

missing youu guysss heee...

For my status.. hmmm.. complicated as ever...

Just to let someone knowww.. if you are readin..

thiss is for youuu.. if youu dun need mee i dun need youuu..

"i'm not scared of lossin you cause frens is better then bf"

soo thats what u sayyy ?? denn be itt..

So much for your sweet motherfuckin talks...

I dun bother to careee...

Girls are bullshit.. motherfuckerss attitudee.. only destroy guys lifee..

raeyyy will live ALONEE ..

holaaa guyss !!

2009-11-30T08:39:00.000-08:00

heyyya bloggyss..

Soriee da lameee gilerk tk updatee.. heee..
nieee update pun psll ade fun gileee happen !!
nk tawu tk ? nak tk ? hahaaa..

okayyy..here goess..

I went to meet maii frens lukman,ifah and haikal at airport.. to studyy..
I meet my girl first den go same2.. when reach there.. haiyoo.. haikal nyerk manee.. hahaa.. den belajar sekejap den buat capoeira dgn ifah hahaaa..
den.. meet up wif haikal.. den gy asap.. den tkde kerje oout of random minds.. belii laughin gas.. hahaaa.. wooo.. tak menyesal.. at first.. we all nak cube satu kali jekk. setakat nk amek rase.. psl da lamee tk amek.. den haikal try amek.. he first timee.. teros kekek.. den cari tmpt spot yg baekk.. da dpt spot baek apee lgy amek uhh !!!

hahahaa.. den2 waaa kekek.. paling tk leii lupeekn is that waa.. da tklei tahan ketawe boleh uat capoeira !! hahahaa..

geez.. guys thanks alott !! for the day !! Ifahh..lukman..haikal.. and especially myy pantat, ieekezuu !!
For my pantat !! i lovee euuu so muchh !!! mwuackk !!!
lovin euuu alwaysss...

raeyylovinniiekezuu...

Happy and disappointed..

2009-11-22T02:36:00.000-08:00

holaaa peeps and peepies Lol !!

Sorrieee tak updatee lamee nak mamposs !! busyy uh geng...

Okay lets start...

waaaaaaaaaa..... thiss iss sadd.. my frenss dun understand mii. sighh.. OH WELL .. papeee laaa.. thought they would.. but what to DO ... kayy dahh malas nak bbual psl niee lgy lol ..

letss sharee dee happiness !!!

iiekezuuu !!! raeyy cintaa kamuu !! heee.. i'm so missin you la pantat berkedut lol !!!

cuteee kn namee tuu ? eeza jdi iiekezu .. haaa.. lol .. puji sendiri nmpk .. haaaa..

pantat !! nak watch movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !! lol ..

Oppps !! 20 bucks !! LOL !! haaa.. cutee laaa..

let de dayss start rollin and de relationship start rockin !!

peacee out !!

adios amigos..

sayonara..

raeeyy <3>

no point lookin back..

2009-11-17T08:01:00.000-08:00

Sighhh.. love.. its a LOL thing hahaahaa..

I thought its time to be serious.. but.. i guess its too late..

whyy am ii too latee in relationshp.. sighhh !!!

There's onlyy onee thing ..

Hopees she's happyy.. what am i talkin about ??

OF COURSE SHE HAPPY !! hahaaa.. lol..

Last long to her..

ræy is signin off..

this suckk the most !!

2009-11-16T07:17:00.000-08:00

heyy !!!

I wanna share somethin la seyyy..

this is fuckin complicated cb knn fucker.. chey2 mengamok nmpk mengamok nmpk.. hahaa..

kayy stop iratatin pee.. lol ..

I dunoee who to blamee.. da laa.. no point blamin peoplee.. i HATE myselff.. geez.. I guess being single is maii lifee atm.. kn kn kn ?? i loved someonee.. but.. sheee.. sighh.. tkpee laa.. let it bee.. this is myy luck and my test.. sooo.. just accept !! heee.. da laa.. i'm so speechless... i'm madd.. sadd.. dissapointed.. blehh.. just follow the floww... thats myy wayy.. !!

reezal signin off..

missin someone !!

2009-11-14T08:52:00.000-08:00

HEYYYY !!!

As you can see.. i miss someoneee... geeez... noooo.. asl ehhh alehh2 i miss her.. randomm !!

hahaaa.. i know she wont ... hahaaa.. causee shee left meee !! hahaaa..

want to know about her ?? kayy !! i'l share lol.. padahal tkde org tanyee.. hahaaa.. kayy GO..

She's.. ummm...

Kind..

Veryy patience...

Funniee at most tymeee..

She love to smileee.. her trademark kot.. lol ..

Iratatin at tymees.. but i dun mindd.. cos everythin is funniee for mi lol..

BUT sadly..

She love to maki meee LOL !!!..

Bolehh katekn .. i just LOVE LOVE LOVE to hang out wiff heer !!!!!

weeeeeeeeee...

I missss HER !! LOL.... kayyy .. nak amek mircophne and shout kat east coast.. lol ..

opps lupeee.. NAK COCOK MANE DIE NYERK PLUG!!! haahahaha !!!

merepek nyerk aku nieee.. byk mkn kerepek kot.. hahaaaa..

dgr2 mkn kerepek bolehh jdi merepek hahahahaaa.... !!!!!!!!

daa.. i better stop.. syok sendiri pulakk,, kayyy !!

LAST KOPEK !!!!

I MISS HER !! RAWR !

Ræyy Signin off. ..

dang lol..

2009-11-13T08:34:00.000-08:00

holaaaa matess !!

hahaaa.. kayy.. i'm still worried about my hair lol.. i'm too loving my hair to get a proper haircut..

yeee haikal.. i'm ganna cut lol... hahaaa..

capoiera fun peee lol .. the nt fun part is.. people love to step on my nails !!! kayy i know its long.. tpi jgn nk pijak.. sakett woiii !! klaw satuu org pijak tkpe.. nieee 3-4 people.. adui.. turn by turn pulakk.. and yeahh !!! stop staring at it !!! tak pernah nmpk kuku kaki panjang kee lol .. hahaaa..

Good news for everyone !!! I CUT MY KUKU KAKI !!! hahahahaaa... tak cayee lai tgk .. stare byk2 pon bolehhh.. but i feel wierd.. mcm tk pakai baju gytuu .. hahaaa.. lol .. =pp ..

kayy !!!

gannaa update moreee !!

heeee...

ræyy signin offf yawwwwwwwww !!

it has comee..

2009-11-12T06:43:00.000-08:00

heyyy heyyy...

this ganna be short !!!

Cause i'm damn sadd la seyyy... came to sch.. kayy wow.. happy.. cause like i always do

went in the sch nth happen..

When i enter the class... my form teacher called mi..

ask me to go down and see the section head...

I'm okayy.. but !!! he ask me to sit down and sign THE PAPER OF EXCILED FROM SCH !!

wtf.. kayy.. dah merepek.. den i sign.. wadeva.. lol ..

I went straight home.. called my fren to accompany me.. kayy.. dah cut !! LOL ..

but till nw nt comfrm yet .. cause the teacher havent saw me !!

WISH ME LUCK !!!

sighh.. its gonee..

2009-11-09T06:27:00.001-08:00

heyy heyy !!

Sighh.. i didnt expect this to end ... but i cant say muchk.. cause thats what she wants.. soo yupp..

must cheer up and be happyy.. was ganna last long wif her.. but oh well lol.. tkde jodoh.. ape nk uatt.. btol tk tk tk ? okay iratatin lol..

but wow.. cepat nyerk ! lol ! first time in my 18yrs a relationshp so fast...

sedihh tu sedihh laa.. but WHAT TO DO LOL..

kayy da laa.. im so speechless.. chaoo !!

reezal back to solo.. LOL ..

unexpected. lol ...

2009-11-08T01:08:00.000-08:00

heyy bloggers !!

It all started when i have no pp8 ... den start callin alot of people using my home phonee.

sampai tk terkiree berapee.. aleh2 a girl called.. i thought it was my fren.. lol ..

That girl : may i speak to rezal?

Me : Sorry his nt in.. die tgh memotek ..

That girl : Ohkay.. when will he be back ?

Me : Die tk balek die ton ..

That girl : kayy.. thanks..

Called ended !!

LOL !! okayy its like wtf.. i thought it was my gf.. but its not !! LOL ... its my fren murni .. lol ..

kayy.. paisehh.. lol .. hahaaa... maluunyee.. haaaa.. She ask me out last min.. naseb baek i'm free lol.. soo yeahh.. go on..

The next day we went out.. was about to go alonee but end up murni and wan ikot lol..

Ohkay sot sekejap.. ingatkn mane nye ramai.. dpt tawuu tige org jekk.. hahaaa.. smua last min paitao.. haahaa.. i dun bother much.. aslkn happy2 sudah.. so yeah.. i eat alot lol .. hahaaa.. jgn pandang perot kecik oi ! haaha.. amek gmbr newprint before balek.. den.. walk back from ion sane to plaza sing.. smua daa.. kakiku penat lol.. in the bus i slept lol.. tired la seyy.. tk fair korg amek gmbr aku tkde !! lol .. hahaaha..

What a day lol .. 3 org pon 3 laa.. thankss for dee day guys !!! meet up again soon ! =)

complicated..

2009-11-03T07:44:00.000-08:00

holaaa readers !

okay that was random.. hahaaa.. lets me tell you about todayy.. okayy.. i had no sch todayy.. i mean not offcially no sch.. actually got lesson at 1pm-2pm.. but wth kn.. came to sch for one hour.. decided to go sch.. but when to go eat at cafe1 instead lol.. alonee.. okayy. that was wierd.. cause i nv eat alone beforee.. haahaa.. i'm soo hungry la seyyy.. kayy hush. lol..

Suddenly saw my ex.. she say she wanna eat wif mi.. okayy.. wadeva laa.. eat wif her.. kayy mkn2 den she talks about the past.. what a memories.. sighh.. 2yrs 4 mth... sapee boleh lupekn seyyy.. bkn nye 2 hari 4jam btol tk ? hahaa.. after eat i go out to smokee..

Den my babyy kol !! weee.. soo happyy.. heheee.. mwuack mwuacks.. hee.. susah2 jek nk dtg bedok.. hee... my ex heard what i say to eeza.. den after talkin to eeza on de phone.. she said she wanna lepak awhile before i meet my babyy,eezaa.. heee.. den i told her okayy..

Sighh.. talk about memories again.. wth.. feel like cryin seyy.. i miss thoses days.. but what to do... i know it wontt came back.. i dunoe what she tryin to doo by sayin all those memories.. sighh.. okayy whatevaa.. dun wanna talk anymore about thiss.. NEXT !! LOL..

babbyy !!!

Sorry fake alert lol.. i shouldnt have ask u to go home lol.. but !! yay you came back.. hee.. i'm so loving itt.. hee.. babyy.. i really need to thank you for being SOOO understanding.. i lovee you so much la seyy.. i'm so sadd da tklei talk to you at phonee.. tunggu i top up kayys ? hee.. i'm missing it alreadyy !! rawrr !! lol.. babyy ingat taw.. go east coast ton and shout2 kuat2 gilee babi !! hee.. i cant wait !! rawrr !! AHHH !!! lol.. okayy merepek.. mkn kerepek kayy.. lol.. kayy lame lol .. haaaaa.. mwuaack !!

dont be ..

2009-11-02T07:30:00.000-08:00

babyy..

this post is just for youu.. babyy.. jgn sadd2 laa.. if you're sadd.. i'm more sadd.. cause i cant see you cry anymoreee.. i feel soo guilty taww.. dun wry much about my ex.. i dun get her too.. sighh.. lets just hope everythin will be finee aitess ?? i need youu and you need mii.. thats all i ask for.. opp lupee and of course the lovee.. heee.. babyy you must eat taww.. you're hurtin yrself.. sighh..

And yeahh ! congrats die da uat blog heee.. i'm so lovin it.. hee.. babyy !! I miss you soo muchk !! i need you always by my sidee.. you have always been there and i will feel lonely if you arent there ... sooo.. bee minee noww and forevaa !!!

reezal is soo loving eeza !! <3

what a day ! RAWR! lol .

2009-11-01T04:59:00.000-08:00

heyy heyy heyy !!!

On de 28th of october.. wow!! i wont forget that dayy seriously.. it will always be in my mind now and forevaa.. hee.. wanna noe whyy ? tknk blang.. hahaaa.. maen2 jekk.. =pp .. hereee goesss !!

I was sick for quite few days.. and guess wad ? my temperature is 40.3 ! OMG? right ? hahaaa.. soo yupp.. wif that temperature i went lepak wif my frens, aidil,musa,adam and also my lovely girl eeza.. heee.. everythin went funn.. but nt when i'm goin homee.. geeezz !!.. i sat on the sit waitin for bus no 30.. i say again 30 ! lol.. wonderin why i say it twice ? hahahaa.. cause i get on the WRONG BUS! wtf.. its the first time in my 18yrs in my lifee.. geez.. i fell asleep on the bus..soo tired.. what to do.. when i woke up.. i was wondering whyy it didnt reach bedok lol.. i ask my gf what bus we are on.. she said 10 !! OMG .. i quickly ask her to press the bell and drop off.. seriously its a LOL .. hahaa.. from 30 to 10 .. hahaa..The saddess thing is .. my gf miss her last buss.. geez.. babyyy.. i'm so sorry.. its my fault.. sooo yupp.. this day i wont eva forgett .. heee..

Blehh.. yesterday was the day i finally officially break wif my ex.. sighh.. i do miss her.. but.. her old times.. nt now.. i'm sadd about sumthin.. its sadd that she mixed wif the wrong person.. sighh.. what to do.. whats done is doneee.. geez. i'm cryin noww thinkin of my ex.. I hope i made the right choice.. sighh.. no point thinkin laa.. ohh yeahh i saw sumthin on my ex's tagg.. guess wad ? her nick is still arienz.. our "nick" last time when i was wif her.. and another thing.. she put the display picture of she and her new bf.. that i doesnt mind.. but what i mind is.. my picture is still in her photos and her album.. alot of my picture.. sighh.. what is she tryin to do .. sighh.. whatevaa heee...

This is for my beloved girl, eezaa !! babyyy !! thanks for de 2daays wif me the wholee day.. i really havee alot of great time and memoriess of youu.. thanks for being there babyyy.. you're just mineee.. and i will always be there for euu.. days by days my love for you grewss.. and i'm so loving it hee.. mcm macdonald taww.. I'm lovin it. heee.. kayy merepek tawuu.. =pp .. babyyy i'm missing you alreadyy.. sorry for makin you sadd about my ex.. everythin is overr.. i hopee. soo yupp.. babyy !! i need you .. i love you.. i miss you.. i want you now and foreva !! i'm so missing yr lame attitudee hee.. maen2 jek laa.. i miss lookin at you and yr smilee !! heee.. soo jgn sadd2 taw.. nnt i rinduu yr smilee.. heee.. mwuacckk !!

heyy guyss !!

2009-10-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

heyyy !!

Guess whatt ? I'vee moved onn.. heee.. i'm gladd.. thank god.. heee... wanna noe who is the luckyy gal ? her name is eeza !! cutee right de name.. my name is reezal and she's eeza .. heee.. soo closee !! =pp ... okayy stop that LOL .. hahahaa..

I'm ganna takecare of her till forevaaa !! watch mii !! not ganna let go anymoree.. heee.. soo yupp.. i just lovee her la seyy.. heee..

All thanks to Lilyween, Syaza, Haikal, Ifah , Aidil, Fam and Musa.. thanks for being there .. seriously thanks alot for being there for me when i was lonely.. and thanks again musa.. for that day.. you accompany mii.. heheee.. hearts you guyss .. i'm so touched by you guyss ! deserve a kiss from mii !! muuaaahhh !!! hahahahahaaa.. =pp.. okayy merepek.. tpi sincerely thanks tawww..

soo yupp.. heree goess !! MY NEW LIFE ...

reezalloveseeeza..

noww and foreva...

Guee's who's back ! =pp

2009-10-18T00:41:00.001-07:00

Guys !!!

I'm sooo sorryy i nv updatee.. i been really busyy and sort of things... there are so many things i wanna tell you guys.. but.. hmmm.. dunoe where to start.. hahahaa..

first thing i wanna say.. i love to hang out wif haikal and ifah LOL . they are the bez when going out wif them.. hahahaaa.. kekek uhh korg.. bileeee mawu kluar lagi uhhh ?? korg la teman setiaku.. hahaa =pp cheyy berjiwang uhh aku.. hahaha..

about school.. hmm.. waaa.. stress .. really stress.. nak masok skl pon sekseee... hari2 masok dari "secret path" hahaa.. cikgu pon da sound byk kali psl rambot.. i wanna cut !! but someone dun let mee !! she say myy hair niceee lol.. wanna noe who kn? too badd tkleii uhh.. hahahaa =pp

hmm.. comfrm korg nak tawu psl ain kn ? okayy heree goess.. it went well for a momment but.. geez.. why must she always make mi change my decision last min.. i dun get her... anyway.. she hates mii.. so wadeva la...

Here's the MAIN thing u guys should noee !! I just got back from tonin wif my fren eeza... you guys are great.. tpi i feel old cos i'm the oldest ! syaza , eeza and awie.. sorry i came and tk bbual byk.. cos i'm so mad i'm damn late ! sorry eeza !! seriously.. den go meet eeza fren soleh... his soo funnie and talkative lol... hahahaa.. den ikot syaza gy longjohn kt cityhall.. den saw my fren om hasyim ! lol... hahahaa.. okayy.. da mkn smua.. left wif i eeza and solehh.. kte lepak kt atas esplanade.. eeza you finally studyy !! hahaa.. congrats.. =pp .. but ahh.. you smoke my rokok alot.. chill aitess ? reezal is always here for youu.. and eeza!! copycat.. hahaha.. i lie down you also wan to lie down.. hahaaa.. hahaa.. reachin 10.30pm alreadyy.. and smua da split.. tinggal i and eeza.. eeza ajak ton.. i alsoo anythin la.. maklumlah bored kn.. heee.. and !!! FAM FUCK YOU lol... hahahaa.. ask u come down u dun wan.. she just a fren laa .. den kte ton la dua org jek.. gerek jugak babe.. tak boredd.. and cutee ! LOL.. this is so ganna be a memory of minee.......... thankss eezaa ! =pp ..

reezal signin off..

memories..

2009-10-02T05:06:00.000-07:00

HEY !!

sorry yesterday nv post yaw !! was really busyy.. jeez..

so yeahhh ! here goess !!

Firstly.. jeez.. i still misses my girl.. i miss going out wif you.. tonin wif you.. everythin.. i miss about you .. most importantly.. i miss taking care of you .. hee.. i can still remember everytime i took care of you .. you went asleep right after.. hee.. jeez.. you're so cutee girl.. i really wonder when will i meet you .. geez.. i kept lookin at our pics every night.. at the comp.. and also.. at my phonee.. i just misses you alot.. thats the only thing can make mi happyy.. heee.. i love you !! muaaahh !!

Second lol ..

Wow... wad a memories of goin back late hahahaa !! thinkin of it already making mi laugh.. hahaa.. what to know why ? hmm.. haikal,ifah and adam !!! hahahaaa.. haikal and ifah if only you guys can ton.. hahaaa.. but i know you guys need to go homee.. so yuupp.. its really funniee run here and there lol .. mrt !! what time last train !!! lol.. bus !! run !! what time last bus !! reezal run !! lol !!!! .. ohhh damn.. no more bus and train.. hahahaa... lol ... wad a cute memories.. hahaa.. but ahh.. crap.. lol my duit all BURN ! lol .. its for you haikal and ifah.. hope you went back safely.. heee.. omg.. walkin back home wif ifah.. IFAH ! my stuff ! lol .. She wanna .... lol .. and keeps running and sayin reezal cepat jln cepat .. cepat ! hahaaa... teman her at her block.. its late at night and scared .. lol .. kesiian diee.. hahaaa..

Ifah !! Geez.. i really wanna say thanks.. i was really tired and you comfort mii.. jeez thanks.. on a bus and on a train.. haaa.. omg bus !! PIJAT ! WTF ! on my damn sideburn !! GRRR !!! hahaaa !! acap it went to you .. LOL !! And yeahh we are JUST friends all right.. no moreee.. right ifah ? Just jirans ! hee..

Lastly !! OMG syaz !! i really wished you were there !!! it was our plan !! alaaaaa.. last minute takleii !!!! nooo.. =pp .. maen2 jek.. heee.. i know it not your fault heee.. you tried your best.. heee.. you better make up wif mii ! =pp ..

Overall.. what a day that was.. geez.. thanks guys for the day.. you're de best !! heee.

i wont forget this memory of minee.. will always doo !!

alright !!

raylovesakeyen..

be back soon !!!

Long lost fren

2009-09-30T07:47:00.000-07:00

Heyy heyy..

soriiee didnt mention about this at the previous postt.. i forgotten.. sorieee !!
Here goess...
Yesterdayy.. night timee..
I suddenly notice something different about my msn .. lol.. its truee !
SOMETHING different .. hahahahaa...
i saw my fren.. geez.. shee always busy .. at first i forgotten who is she LOL..

Ohhh !! too bad i'm not stm ! hahaaa.. too bad for you uhh "adik" =pp
Oh man ! She forgotten mi when i tegurr !! sedihhh nyerkk !
but waitt.. at last she remember .. like how she remember ?
the memories of epok2.. haaa.. thatss cutee.. thanks to de epok2 that her mom madee haaaa..
thank you !! heee... tapi dun get me wrong taw.. i dun have the niat to make fun.. you know i'm nt that kindd.. soo yupp.. i'm rather happy to have u backk..

Shee.. hmm.. soooo... damnnnn pemalu.. hahaaa.. ! 4 yrs back she's not .. yeahh ! 4yrs.. long friendship huh ? but sedihh.. lost contact for 2 yrss.. hahaaa... I forgotten why i nv contact u.. I'm reallyy sorryy.. but heyy.. thanks to you Lily ween !! dun wry i wont say yr name.. lol .
She's a girl wif words . hahaaa.. good words.. heee. thanks for cheerin mi upp ..
thankss.. !! i really appreciatee itt..

raylovesakeyen..
Will be back sooon !!!

i really miss you...

2009-09-30T06:01:00.000-07:00

heyy !!

A day after a day.. its as normal.. BORED .. without her... geez.. my lifee is so emptyy.. everythin i doo reminds of her.. sighh.. didnt get to meet her again.. sighh..

i went to the beach wif my frens todayy.. what a best place to relieve stress.. i listen to my songs and scream out loudly !! hahaaa.. its soo damn fun .. heee... did stupid thing and laugh.. but geez.. thats last for few second hahaha.. my memories about her is too.. tooo strong..

I tried to imagine her beside mii.. WOW .. i cant.. cause.. everyday i'm wif her .. by her sidee.. is a reality... babyy .. i hopee what i face for almost 2weeks.. will come to a good usee.. sighh..

I cant wait for tomorrow !! weee !! I hope that could cheer mi upp..

babyy.. i really miss youu .. i really lovee you .. i never would change my feelings about u .. cause in my heart u are lock inside and the key to unlock it is in youu..

i miss youu..

raylovesakeyen..

i'm signin out yaww..

hey !!

2009-09-29T03:27:00.000-07:00

babyyy...

Geez.. da almost a week ii never seen you.. sighh.. hopee you got time to see mi soonn..

only god knows how bad i miss uu.. i'l always love you no matter wad babyy...

I drawn and wrote gravity over walls and now i draw our memories.. you wanna see it babyy ?

i uploaded alreadyy.. look.. hope you're happy seeing them.. hee.. just for you babyy..

everyday i'm alonee.. luckyy i have a guitar heee.. played it all day long thinkin of youu.. and singing for you .. heee..

babbyy !!

I wanna hug euuu !

I wanna kiss youuu..

Moree importantly i want youu !!

rayylovesakeyen..

love that never ends...

050607...

what a day.. heee..

2009-09-27T19:57:00.000-07:00

heyy heyyy !!!

Wondering why i'm happyy ? haaa... aites !! i'll tell you...
It's all started wif a bored dayy as usual.. and a sadd dayy..
Suddenly.. syaz ! u came and ajak me go tgk wyg cerite phobia2 !
rawr ! LOL . den i go ajak musa.. hehee.. I'm so happy that day.. till i get to eat !
wow.. i atee !! heee.. and so did shee.. geez.. i was thinkin to reach first !! ahhh !
i loseee hahaaa.. Inside the wayang... man ! syaz.. u and musa made me laugh from start till the end .. apee seyy u all.. satu tutop telinge.. satu tutop mukee.. haaaa.... i cant stop myself lookin at u guys.. right and left.. hahaaaa.. tpi wow man.. that cerite is fun.. not frightenin.. hahaaa...
alamak.. i'm sadd sikit jek ! Syaz soriee kena belanje rezal air.. hahaaa.. byk nye duit diee !!
sorieeee !!!! =pp .. wow last cerite die merepek and kelaka nak mampos seyyy.. hahaaa...

After the showw... we went to eat.. long john.. LOL .. cheyy adee org tu regular custumer la seyy.. hahaaa.. cutee kn rezal dengan musa.. SHARE makanan.. hahaaa.. den bbual2... hahaas...
After eating, we go walk2.. damn ! syaz.. how i hate walkin wif stm.. hahaaa !! MAEN2 jek !!! hahaaa... we walk2 sampai smua kedai tutop.. apee seyy.. tak fun nyee.. kedai tutop.. haaa..
the funnie part i cant forget is.. wth syaz ? "the best place to go is the toilet " ? hahaaa..
Seriously thanks u guys for makin mi smile and laugh.. geez.. thanks for de day..

Ohh yeah,syaz.. too badd ! i and musa nv help the old man tutop kedai ice cream diee.. heee..
Alamak da lmbt.. syaz when home.. Left wif i and musa.. we smoke kt bus stop.. den den..
i wan go toilet lol... den i saw this couple.. kesiian sey.. die nak kluar kedai but no hands to open..
so i helped them.. baekk kn. baek kn ? heee.. kte pon masok plaza sing.. wow.. haunted ! tkde org.. kte pon pekik2 kt dlm .. hahaaa... toilet die seram la oiii !! haaaas..

Lepas tu we went our seperated ways..this is de part where i sot sikit.. damn !! the bus malam2 butee pon pack !! AHH.. bingit nyeerkk.. terpaksee diri.. aiyoo.. wow.. i reach home at 12+ man .. syaz and musa da sampai rumah.. org yg kt east lom sampai2.. haaass.. wierd.. screw the bus.. lol..

Lastly.. Geez, babyy.. I was hopin you be theree.. but u have no time for mii.. geez... nak kate sadd.. i cant say anythin.. but ohh well.. babyy.. i really miss youu badly.. i miss the times we watch moviess same2 cerite hantu.. geez.. i just hope i nv clapped wif one hand.. hope u know wad i mean.. blehhh...

So yupp.. soriee tkde gmbr.. tgh have fun have fun.. sampai lupee.. sorrieee yaww !!
Syaz...this is for you and mi.. NEVER GIVE IN.. NEVER LET ANYONE TAKE YOU DOWN.. heee.. rawr !!

raylovesakeyen..
i'm signin out yaww !!

A day ahead.

2009-09-26T21:25:00.000-07:00

Morning....

How am i.. HolySh!t.. I'm so sick... geez. first time i'm this sick...
havent eaten since i dunoe when... 3days ago ? blehh.. its okayy...
Geez... i feel bad for making my family worried... and also my frens..
Sorry guyss.. you're the best...

Faith... thats all i believe in now.. opp.. and also fate.. heheee..
these 2 words i believe to bring mi closer to my love ones...
Damn i'm bored without her... life is so empty...

Geez.. how i miss my work... Charge to earn moneyy !!
rawr ! lol.. okayy.. wadeva lol...

umm... Guess thats for now .. heee..

raylovesakeyen...
I'm signin out !!
I'm updatee soon.. !

Missing the days.

2009-09-25T19:46:00.000-07:00

holaaa !! Morning !!

I'm back..hehee..

Today...hmm.. Just not my luck i guess.. I didnt manage to meet my girl todayy.. Sighh.. Its okayy.. i've learn sumthin.. i've learned to think positive !! heee.. remember guys.. dun eva think negative.. its bad for we couples..

Rawr ! I'm missing you babyy !! I miss the way u hug mi.. i miss the way u kiss mii.. i miss the way u smile at mii.. u can say i miss everythin about it.. think i'm crazy ? nah.. i'm just crazy over her =pp .. 2 years.. wad can u expect...

I know you guys wont believe this but.. She's really my first lovee.. shocked huh ? first love and can go 2years+ . wonder why ? cos we are fated.. hehee.. I'm also missing your sister Jaja.. Geez.. She's funniee.. heheee.. Loved to went out wif her and you,babyy...

My feelings now.. hmm... First thing first.. Geez.. i still havent eat.. hahaaa.. I love my babyygal.. I truly love her.. And of course.. i really miss you .. geez.. 2 days nt meetin you .. its like 2 days i'm alone in this world..

ray..

rezal wil be back soon wif love yaw !

No matter what..

2009-09-25T08:59:00.001-07:00

babyy...
akeyen....

Things passes too fastt... till i cant catch it... babyy,maybe that incident that god has shown mii is a lesson... but i doesnt know still if its a good or badd.. i just hope its good... geeez.. why do i even hope.. hoping creates all this crap that i nv even dream or want... Gueess honestly wasnt enough.. i've learned that lesson.. 2 years and 3 months.. i kept making the same mistakee.. geez.. i just notice.. DARN its lateee..

Tears... i didnt imaginee i will cry infront of my frens...
Musicc..i thought its strong enough to fight my emotions...
Guess wad ? it aint strong.. every song i hear.. your appearance appear..
Goshh.. thats too pain for mi to take itt..
Till noww.. the pain of missing you stopp mi from eating..
Its okayy.. Ohh well.. i did said since 050607 i was existed for youu..
Guess it suree came true.. i cant imagine whats worst den stop mi from eating..

Heart.. I got nothing to say its just.. since the day i know youu.. you has been in my heart ..
never..never in my thought that i will let you goo.. NO i wont.. i wont eva let you go from my heart.. even apart a littlee.. i wont.. i just WONT.. it has never been ended . nt even oncee..

rayy..
reezal..
will always be backk..

i'm missing her..

2009-09-25T05:37:00.000-07:00

heyy heyy heyy..

Reezal's back.. heee... geez.. i'm soo mising my girlfriend.. her name is Siti noor ain zalieah binti shanusi..heee.. yupp.. she's my girl.. and my only.. first and my last.. heee...

Let mi tell you about uss.

heee.. its a cutee love we started.. really cutee.. i wont eva forget it..

For you guys info.. we reachin 2years 4months soon.. long huh heee

i've never get bored of her..She my lifetime girl.. geez.. i'm sooooooo misssing herr !!!

Only god knows that..

One day not meetin her it feels sooo unsecured.. i wanna be wif her 24/7 !!!!!!

i know that sound crazy but its the truth..

My lifee changed after i met her.. She's the one since 050607.. cutee datee right

I'm loving the date and of course loving her soooo much !!

To my babyygal,akeyen...

babyy !! I misss you sooo much !!!

I wanna hugg you gal !!

ray..

reezal ..

I'll be back soon !!